Jake English ☥ golgothasTerror (
hoperaider) wrote2013-02-03 09:53 am
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Entry tags:
- ain't so tough now are ya,
- apologies all around,
- awwww yis,
- badge get!,
- being linear is for squares,
- bitch tactics ftw,
- boy needs a goddamn leash,
- bugs have been smashed,
- dang jake,
- fuck you whitney,
- having a panic attack on the inside,
- human society is weird,
- i need ur halp!,
- inevitability sucks donkey dicks,
- lots of tags,
- oh shit love day coming up,
- save him from romance,
- sob sob sob,
- some guidance required,
- steam rolled that bitch,
- sucks to be jake,
- tags,
- talk about awkward,
- wants to ram his head into a wall,
- well shit,
- what do what do
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[Robin the Emolga is currently perching on Jake's shoulder, nuzzling his face and pretty much begging her Trainer for attention. He's smiling a little sheepishly, showing his new Hive Badge for a few seconds before putting it away to give Robin some well-deserved ear scritches.]
Gosh, I feel awful for Bugsy. It was the easiest badge I've gotten so far, which likely wouldn't have been the case if I'd been going linear! While effective, it might have been going too far using the Pokemon that were in their early to mid 70's! And now I think I'm ready for Whitney's Miltank without encountering too much trouble with it.
[Nothing survives Perish Song when that counter reaches zero.]
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Jane?
Um.
First off let me apologize for...a number of things.
And then ill get to the point of this text.
Sound fair?
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[And now he's off to seethe Wizard Dirk because talking needs to happen. At least, talking needs to start. He knows he can't put this off any longer, as much as he wants to put it off for-fucking-ever.
Feelings suck sometimes.]
Gosh, I feel awful for Bugsy. It was the easiest badge I've gotten so far, which likely wouldn't have been the case if I'd been going linear! While effective, it might have been going too far using the Pokemon that were in their early to mid 70's! And now I think I'm ready for Whitney's Miltank without encountering too much trouble with it.
[Nothing survives Perish Song when that counter reaches zero.]
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Jane?
Um.
First off let me apologize for...a number of things.
And then ill get to the point of this text.
Sound fair?
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Feelings suck sometimes.]
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[Sollux snickers under his breath. Okay, so his were all in his forties when he was fighting Bugsy, but details.]
Miltank, though... [He gets serious again.] Miltank might be a problem. If I'm going to use the kiddies.
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[Hm, maybe that had been too cruel in hindsight.]
I'm sure you can come up with a strategy to get the victory! I've just got to buy a TM or two in Goldenrod before I take her on. I figure I might do Perish Song against her Miltank and then wait it out by switching with Noah, my Lucario.
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Uh, actually, that's not such a bad idea, TMs. I'll probably join you. [He'd better make sure he has enough money for it, though...] You think they sell any Fighting-type moves just for her?
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the WizardDirk is just coming back from training his pokemon, apparently, from the pokeballs he's carrying with him as he comes in. He doesn't suspect anything, either, considering his greeting is just a wave as he passes by, presumably to monopolize the bathroom for an everlasting shower. If Jake wants to catch his attention, he'd better act quickly.]no subject
Dirk! Hullo!
[He falls into step beside his friend, and kind of. Blurts out something because he needs to stall Dirk's self-imposed drowning.]
Can we talk? Erm, before you use up all the hot water, I mean. It kind of can't wait.
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That important? All right, hit me.
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Jake shifts from foot to foot nervously and takes a deep breath.]
I know about your feelings towards me. As in the romantic feelings. And I also know Jane's feelings towards me are in the same category. I've known since Christmas with Jane and for you, well, Roxy told me back home, but I never acted on her information because, uh, Pokemon and whatnot! When I confronted Jane back home she told me she didn't feel anything but platonic stuff about me and now I've been proven otherwise.
[Okay, needs to take a breath. Jesus, Jake, slow down.]
And...well, I like both of you very much! And I care about you both very much! I'm not sure if they're romantic or not, but...I don't...I can't choose between you two. I've tried, and I can't bring myself to do it. You're both very important to me and hurting one of you like that doesn't sit well with me.
[He sighs deeply and wilts a little.]
But I know that not choosing hurts more, so I'm...a bit at a loss right now on what to do about it.
[And now Jake's done and waiting nervously for Dirk's reply to all that ranting that's been sitting on his chest for over a month.]
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He takes a deep breath himself.]
Shit. I meant to tell you myself, but I guess it doesn't matter now.
[He pauses, carefully considering his words.]
I won't bother asking if you're sure. You know I'm not going to stop just because you can't choose. I don't know how, but I don't want to hurt Jane's feelings, either.
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Well, Christmas didn't help, either, to be fair. [He chuckles weakly.] Even I can understand what that meant.
[Jake nods.]
I think, if anything, either the three of us need to talk or, uh, you and Jane should talk. I'm not sure how much I can contribute than I already have. Or I could muck it all up, that's always a possibility, haha....
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[This... God, this is awkward, but Dirk is clinging to his pokerface. This isn't going the way he wanted it to, not at all. But Jake isn't saying that he doesn't like Dirk back. He's just saying that it's complicated, really.
He resists the urge to resettle his shades while he thinks.]
Yeah. I'll... talk to her. You should probably come too, it's not like you're a prize. You should. Get a say, too. Fuck. We can all muck it up.
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Well, hopefully we won't muck it up too much. But...
[Jake hesitates again. He's been doing this a lot but fucking hell.]
But I think I'd like time to think. I mean, rushing it doesn't sound all that great of an idea, and I don't...strictly want to lead anyone on, you know?
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[Since he highly doubts Jane will manage to do much pressuring. And he knows he won't avoid it, because he's only been trying to influence Jake like that for how many years?]
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[Who knows? Jake hasn't noticed.]
I think, perhaps, we should aim for either before or after Valentine's for the discussion?
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Maybe before. So we're not cliche as shit.
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Nothing wrong with a bit of cliche in your life! But I suppose I see your point.
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[And unsaid is that he kind of doesn't want to have a potential first date with Jake be done just for the irony. Or rather, he'd want irony and cliche but done sincerely because Jake is a goober.]
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[Jake is a huge goober, this is fact.]
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[That. Probably deserves clarification, considering the talk they were just having.]
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Oh, ah, uh.... [Dang, these are the most intelligent responses ever. Nice going, English, you're sweeping that Strider right off his feet. Yup.]
Um...maybe? I don't. Really. Know.
[He's so flustered right now.]
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No pressure. But it'd be a good way to figure it out, right? Not a trial run, necessarily, just seeing what it's like.
You could do the same with Jane.
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[Jake feels like he might be too shy for that, at least right now.]
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[Slightly awkward pause.]
Um, that was all I really wanted to talk about. Unless you have anything else?
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[Time to go for that shower, and use up even more hot water than usual. He has a lot of things to think about.]
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[And Jake is going to just. Wrestle with Anika and train the other Pokemon.]
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Do you want to meet up later to talk?
Sorry,
I took a mosey out to the woods this morning.
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Erm yes if thats not too much of a bother.
Where and when?
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We could go out to the Slowpoke Well,
since it's not really easy to get away from people
in this tiny town.
[No we are not going into someones room for this talk nope]
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I havent seen slowpoke well either now that i think of it!
Shall i wait for you at the pokecenter?
[Nope nope avoid the awkward]
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hoohoo!
Just lots of Slowpoke,
the same as the ones all over town.
Sure,
I'll see you soon.
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See you then!
[And he'll be waiting outside the Pokemon Center about five minutes early. Nope, this is something that can't be delayed, as nervous (read: terrified) as he is about broaching the subject.]
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Nervous?
Oh but matters of the heart.] Hey Jake.
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[He grins at her, cheerful and maybe a touch of it's forced, but that's all fine. Everything's fine fine fine.]
Shall we head over?
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[And he's going to enthusiastically lead Jane over to the Slowpoke Well. Jane probably saves him from taking wrong turns along the way.
Jake jeez.When they finally get there, Jake's quiet for a few seconds before facing her and taking a deep breath.]
Okay, I need to get apologies out of the way first. Because...well, I think I owe you quite a few at this point.
[Why is this so hard?]
I'm...really, really sorry for not realizing your feelings toward me. Back home, I actually had a discussion with you about it, and I was lead to believe that it was purely platonic between us. Now, of course, I know otherwise and...and I apologize for being completely dense about the whole thing. I also apologize for putting this talk off for as long as I have.
[He sighs.]
So...sorry. Again. I'm an idiot and a coward. Sorry.
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No, no, I think I need to be the one to apologize honestly. I.. well I don't know what I said in that discussion, but I'd certainly been keeping it to myself for a while. It's my fault that this talk took so long to happen, at least ours, because I went and ran off.
[Reaching up, she cautiously catches his hand and gives a reassuring squeeze.] It's okay though, so you don't need to apologize anymore, alright? You're no idiot or coward.
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I just feel like I should've known before things got to that point, you know?
[The hand holding surprises Jake, but he thinks it's neutral enough and squeezes back.]
Well, then, there's another matter I should talk about. Erm, on the topic of romance...how do I put this...?
[Feels are hard and he's not even sure how to articulate them in a way that makes sense.]
Um...I really, really like and care about you and Dirk both. You're both very important to me and I admire a lot of things about you two! It's just....
[He takes a breath.]
It's cowardly, I know that much, but I just...I can't hurt either of you by just choosing one of you over the other. But I do recognize that if I don't, then I just hurt you both even more, and I'm at a loss for what to do about this. And I probably should have said something sooner, but now that all three of us are in one town again...well, I figured it was as good a time as any, right?
[Jake sighs again.]
It's like I can't apologize to you two enough.
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Oh right, because she went and tried to snog him at Christmas. Way to go self!
She squeezes his hand again though, then scoots aside with a gesture for him to sit down.]
I... well, it's not cowardly, you really just can't.. decide. [Thinking, turning her attention down to her shoes, she spoke quieter.] I guess the only advice I can give is that you definitely need to go with your heart.
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It was cowardly to actively put it off like that. And I don't know where my heart's even going. I mean...Jane, the last thing I want to do to either of you is lead you on if I'm not positive on my feelings!
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[Giving a quiet smile, she leans and sets her head against his shoulder, dropping her eyes down to their hands.] It's enough to know I'm important to you.
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[ And that sure is a Pichu perched atop her head, staring down at the screen with a line face for a change. Or rather, Casanova is staring at the Emolga on Jake's shoulder, his eyes wide and getting wider by the second. ]
If I recall correctly, Riku's guide said Bugsy's strongest is... forty? [ That sounds about right. ]
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[Robin blinks at the Pichu, not really understanding what's going on here. She takes after her Trainer that way.]
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[ What's happening here is love at first sight and Casanova does not know what to do besides stare with widening eyes because that is the most beautiful Pokelady he has ever seen with his young eyes. He's not drooling or anything at least? Yet. ]