[She actually types in "but you'll see him again" and then deletes it, here, because even upset she's too classy to play the Heartbreak Olympics.]
It's all you can think about, isn't it? What might be. What could've been. Opportunities you had and didn't take; things you should've done and didn't because there was no reason to think you wouldn't be able to do them sometime later, in the future.
But nothing you do here will fix whatever might have transpired back there — unless it's something that changes you as a person. You can't change the circumstances. The only thing you can affect is who you are.
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It's all you can think about, isn't it? What might be. What could've been. Opportunities you had and didn't take; things you should've done and didn't because there was no reason to think you wouldn't be able to do them sometime later, in the future.
But nothing you do here will fix whatever might have transpired back there — unless it's something that changes you as a person. You can't change the circumstances. The only thing you can affect is who you are.